From the outside looking in, I know that what folks probably see is a young woman who appears to have it all together. I have dreams and goals, many of which are in motion. So many projects, and I seem to juggle them all well. It's amazing to me to see how much I've grown as a person since I left California 4 years ago, but I'm still not ready to sing loud and proud as my Uncle Billy asked me to do as a dying wish. (May he rest in peace and be jammin' with Jerry Garcia in the otherworld)